First Time

 Cracked on the inside,gazing to get a clear picture of my world through those teary eyes.

 Failing to hold onto reality somewhere in middle of those fidgety thoughts i seek to confide.

I realise how this thing is stuck in your mind like a broken record.

something was,is and will be part of you.how silly how stupid,how wreaking

This was my first time to take this free fall, so deep and broken I was..

broken in ways that all the kings men and all the magic could not put this heart  together again.